morning am still crying
wow god really has been pulling us apart from the moment I met you. this is something Ive never considered? there’s some strange calmness pulling through with what you want and what the universe wants ? Feels like a step in the right direction? Am I wrong ?
rah this is the hardest thing I’ve ever done :(
y’all don’t know what ittook out of me to do that. lemme just cry 5 hours then move on :(
fuck this. u got me losing sleep thinking about u. you don’t get to enter and leave my life accusing me of things I ain’t even fuckin do. goodbye. It’s either ur way or the highway and u ain’t let me get a word in edgeways always saying i do what? but never explaining it. B Y E blocked
dam my friend jus said “when ur nice, u get hurt. when ur mean, u get hurt” DAM OW
I’m literally so upset I could throw the fuck up
bruv just told my friend my every single problem and she’s just sent me a whole paragraph telling me why I shouldn’t care about anything but ????????bitch? I have love these people ??!!!!!???????????? everyone that makes me sad like it’s come from a place of hurt bc of care ?????? I’m cryin so hard readin truths I don’t want to be true ?????? I miss u ur literally the only one that’s there for me fuckin no matter what I go thru. Literally there for me everyday. The only person that doesn’t make me feel alone :(
aite social mediabreak for me b4 i fuckin kms
do many bad things have happened to me recently that no one even knows about and I’ve refused to cry about any of them bc I didn’t want to be sad and things just keep piling up and now I guess I’m just gna cry myself to sleep coz if I don’t ima fuckin bash my head in
what the fuuuuck you make me feel so shit you know JUST HOW to make me feel shit about myself I’m so fuckin done IM FUCKING DONE EVERYTHINGS ALWAYS MY FCKING FAULT REGARDLESS NO MORD
u make me super super anxious omd
me: *not creating drama*
You: u create too much drama
me: o right ok
honestly I’m just out here servin looks not my fault everyone’s blind come catch a sight test
rah this is such a toxic situation lmao y’all we need to just forget each other’s existence and be happy in our own worlds !!!!!!!!! no more hate on my end, let me be happy :( I am tired :( I miss the past I do, i miss the warmth in love and like in both of you. But not at the expense of my current happiness !!!!!!! allllllllllow it I don’t hate u, let me be happy !!! help me be happppy